Trying to find a reason behind this so called thing called life
Trying to forgive but you can forget forgetting
Trying to find love while reaching goals
Trying to raise kids right
Trying to be smart funny and attractive
Be a go getter, home-maker, a student, an entrepreneur
Trying, trying, trying
Trying to answer the age old question…who am i?
I asked myself that question at the tender age of 12
I thought I found the answer, but here I stand again
Knocking at heavens door begging for an answer
How did I get in this mess
Trying to get out of it
Trying to dig myself out of the grave I dug for myself
Trying to re-make this bed I made
I cant turn back the hands of time
Gotta work with the cards Ive been dealt
Who can I run to?
Trying to answer these questions I see to ask everyday?
Why am I here?
Why did I make that decision?
What can I do to make things better?
The more I search the less I find?
My questions don’t even make sense
I wake up sometimes with a clear mission but by midday I lose focus
Maybe I just shouldn’t care
I wanna spend more time on what I know in my heart is ME
But obligations, responsibilities, choices, stand in my way
What to do?